Rainbow-Starlight

https://rainbowstardash.livejournal.com/ ^ There's my new LJ. There will probably be posts that I make both here and there as well as ones that are exclusive to one or the other. Right now there's just a intro entry there.

So... quite a bit has happened since I last posted in this journal. Where to start? Around when I posted that last one, I was terrified because something I saw (which turned out to be a virus scam thing) made me think that the FBI was after me. I freaked out and felt like I had to kill myself, and I ended up going to the emergency room. While I was there I stayed somewhat sane through the long wait by reading my Pokémon Mystery Dungeon manga (I think I read it maybe three times in a row). I was asked some questions, and I finally ended up being admitted to the psych ward. By the time they brought me there, it was pretty late. I was in the

It's hard to say whether this is simply going to be the end of one era and the beginning of the next, or if it's simply the end. I doubt things will ever quite be the same again. It's odd how the mistakes one makes in their youth could come back with a force strong enough to end life as we know it. Even though I don't feel like I have much to lose, I'm still not going to go into detail about exactly what I mean. Only that my worst nightmares seem to be coming true. No matter how many times people said they wouldn't, no matter how much I tried to convince myself I was delusional, no matter how much the medication kept those nightmares away.